THE
HAUNTED HOUSE
By Charles Dickens
(Too large to paste in bold. Sorry.)
CHAPTER I--THE MORTALS IN THE HOUSE
Under
none of the accredited ghostly circumstances, and environed by
none
of the conventional ghostly surroundings, did I first make
acquaintance
with the house which is the subject of this Christmas
piece.
I saw it in the daylight, with the sun upon it.
There was
no
wind, no rain, no lightning, no thunder, no awful or unwonted
circumstance,
of any kind, to heighten its effect. More
than that:
I
had come to it direct from a railway station:
it was not more
than
a mile distant from the railway station; and, as I stood
outside
the house, looking back upon the way I had come, I could see
the
goods train running smoothly along the embankment in the valley.
I
will not say that everything was utterly commonplace, because I
doubt
if anything can be that, except to utterly commonplace people-
-and
there my vanity steps in; but, I will take it on myself to say
that
anybody might see the house as I saw it, any fine autumn
morning.
The
manner of my lighting on it was this.
I
was travelling towards London out of the North, intending to stop
by
the way, to look at the house. My
health required a temporary
residence
in the country; and a friend of mine who knew that, and
who
had happened to drive past the house, had written to me to
suggest
it as a likely place. I had got
into the train at midnight,
and
had fallen asleep, and had woke up and had sat looking out of
window
at the brilliant Northern Lights in the sky, and had fallen
asleep
again, and had woke up again to find the night gone, with the
usual
discontented conviction on me that I hadn't been to sleep at
all;--upon
which question, in the first imbecility of that
condition,
I am ashamed to believe that I would have done wager by
battle
with the man who sat opposite me. That
opposite man had had,
through
the night--as that opposite man always has--several legs too
many,
and all of them too long. In
addition to this unreasonable
conduct
(which was only to be expected of him), he had had a pencil
and
a pocket-book, and had been perpetually listening and taking
notes.
It had appeared to me that these aggravating notes related
to
the jolts and bumps of the carriage, and I should have resigned
myself
to his taking them, under a general supposition that he was
in
the civil-engineering way of life, if he had not sat staring
straight
over my head whenever he listened. He
was a goggle-eyed
gentleman
of a perplexed aspect, and his demeanour became
unbearable.
It
was a cold, dead morning (the sun not being up yet), and when I
had
out-watched the paling light of the fires of the iron country,
and
the curtain of heavy smoke that hung at once between me and the
stars
and between me and the day, I turned to my fellow-traveller
and
said:
"I
BEG your pardon, sir, but do you observe anything particular in
me"?
For, really, he appeared to be taking down, either my
travelling-cap
or my hair, with a minuteness that was a liberty.
The
goggle-eyed gentleman withdrew his eyes from behind me, as if
the
back of the carriage were a hundred miles off, and said, with a
lofty
look of compassion for my insignificance:
"In
you, sir?--B."
"B,
sir?" said I, growing warm.
"I
have nothing to do with you, sir," returned the gentleman; "pray
let
me listen--O."
He
enunciated this vowel after a pause, and noted it down.
At
first I was alarmed, for an Express lunatic and no communication
with
the guard, is a serious position. The
thought came to my
relief
that the gentleman might be what is popularly called a
Rapper:
one of a sect for (some of) whom I have the highest
respect,
but whom I don't believe in. I was
going to ask him the
question,
when he took the bread out of my mouth.
"You
will excuse me," said the gentleman contemptuously, "if I am
too
much in advance of common humanity to trouble myself at all
about
it. I have passed the night--as
indeed I pass the whole of my
time
now--in spiritual intercourse."
"O!"
said I, somewhat snappishly.
"The
conferences of the night began," continued the gentleman,
turning
several leaves of his note-book, "with this message:
'Evil
communications
corrupt good manners.'"
"Sound,"
said I; "but, absolutely new?"
"New
from spirits," returned the gentleman.
I
could only repeat my rather snappish "O!" and ask if I might be
favoured
with the last communication.
"'A
bird in the hand,'" said the gentleman, reading his last entry
with
great solemnity, "'is worth two in the Bosh.'"
"Truly
I am of the same opinion," said I; "but shouldn't it be
Bush?"
"It
came to me, Bosh," returned the gentleman.
The
gentleman then informed me that the spirit of Socrates had
delivered
this special revelation in the course of the night. "My
friend,
I hope you are pretty well. There
are two in this railway
carriage.
How do you do? There are seventeen thousand four hundred
and
seventy-nine spirits here, but you cannot see them. Pythagoras
is
here. He is not at liberty to
mention it, but hopes you like
travelling."
Galileo likewise had dropped in, with this scientific
intelligence.
"I am glad to see you, AMICO. COME STA?
Water will
freeze
when it is cold enough. ADDIO!"
In the course of the night,
also,
the following phenomena had occurred. Bishop
Butler had
insisted
on spelling his name, "Bubler," for which offence against
orthography
and good manners he had been dismissed as out of temper.
John
Milton (suspected of wilful mystification) had repudiated the
authorship
of Paradise Lost, and had introduced, as joint authors of
that
poem, two Unknown gentlemen, respectively named Grungers and
Scadgingtone.
And Prince Arthur, nephew of King John of England,
had
described himself as tolerably comfortable in the seventh
circle,
where he was learning to paint on velvet, under the
direction
of Mrs. Trimmer and Mary Queen of Scots.
If
this should meet the eye of the gentleman who favoured me with
these
disclosures, I trust he will excuse my confessing that the
sight
of the rising sun, and the contemplation of the magnificent
Order
of the vast Universe, made me impatient of them. In a word, I
was
so impatient of them, that I was mightily glad to get out at the
next
station, and to exchange these clouds and vapours for the free
air
of Heaven.
By
that time it was a beautiful morning. As
I walked away among
such
leaves as had already fallen from the golden, brown, and russet
trees;
and as I looked around me on the wonders of Creation, and
thought
of the steady, unchanging, and harmonious laws by which they
are
sustained; the gentleman's spiritual intercourse seemed to me as
poor
a piece of journey-work as ever this world saw.
In which
heathen
state of mind, I came within view of the house, and stopped
to
examine it attentively.
It
was a solitary house, standing in a sadly neglected garden:
a
pretty
even square of some two acres. It
was a house of about the
time
of George the Second; as stiff, as cold, as formal, and in as
bad
taste, as could possibly be desired by the most loyal admirer of
the
whole quartet of Georges. It was
uninhabited, but had, within a
year
or two, been cheaply repaired to render it habitable; I say
cheaply,
because the work had been done in a surface manner, and was
already
decaying as to the paint and plaster, though the colours
were
fresh. A lop-sided board drooped
over the garden wall,
announcing
that it was "to let on very reasonable terms, well
furnished."
It was much too closely and heavily shadowed by trees,
and,
in particular, there were six tall poplars before the front
windows,
which were excessively melancholy, and the site of which
had
been extremely ill chosen.
It
was easy to see that it was an avoided house--a house that was
shunned
by the village, to which my eye was guided by a church spire
some
half a mile off--a house that nobody would take. And the
natural
inference was, that it had the reputation of being a haunted
house.
No
period within the four-and-twenty hours of day and night is so
solemn
to me, as the early morning. In the
summer-time, I often
rise
very early, and repair to my room to do a day's work before
breakfast,
and I am always on those occasions deeply impressed by
the
stillness and solitude around me. Besides
that there is
something
awful in the being surrounded by familiar faces asleep--in
the
knowledge that those who are dearest to us and to whom we are
dearest,
are profoundly unconscious of us, in an impassive state,
anticipative
of that mysterious condition to which we are all
tending--the
stopped life, the broken threads of yesterday, the
deserted
seat, the closed book, the unfinished but abandoned
occupation,
all are images of Death. The
tranquillity of the hour
is
the tranquillity of Death. The
colour and the chill have the
same
association. Even a certain air
that familiar household
objects
take upon them when they first emerge from the shadows of
the
night into the morning, of being newer, and as they used to be
long
ago, has its counterpart in the subsidence of the worn face of
maturity
or age, in death, into the old youthful look.
Moreover, I
once
saw the apparition of my father, at this hour.
He was alive
and
well, and nothing ever came of it, but I saw him in the
daylight,
sitting with his back towards me, on a seat that stood
beside
my bed. His head was resting on his
hand, and whether he was
slumbering
or grieving, I could not discern. Amazed
to see him
there,
I sat up, moved my position, leaned out of bed, and watched
him.
As he did not move, I spoke to him more than once.
As he did
not
move then, I became alarmed and laid my hand upon his shoulder,
as
I thought--and there was no such thing.
For
all these reasons, and for others less easily and briefly
statable,
I find the early morning to be my most ghostly time. Any
house
would be more or less haunted, to me, in the early morning;
and
a haunted house could scarcely address me to greater advantage
than
then.
I
walked on into the village, with the desertion of this house upon
my
mind, and I found the landlord of the little inn, sanding his
door-step.
I bespoke breakfast, and broached the subject of the
house.
"Is
it haunted?" I asked.
The
landlord looked at me, shook his head, and answered, "I say
nothing."
"Then
it IS haunted?"
"Well!"
cried the landlord, in an outburst of frankness that had the
appearance
of desperation--"I wouldn't sleep in it."
"Why
not?"
"If
I wanted to have all the bells in a house ring, with nobody to
ring
'em; and all the doors in a house bang, with nobody to bang
'em;
and all sorts of feet treading about, with no feet there; why,
then,"
said the landlord, "I'd sleep in that house."
"Is
anything seen there?"
The
landlord looked at me again, and then, with his former
appearance
of desperation, called down his stable-yard for "Ikey!"
The
call produced a high-shouldered young fellow, with a round red
face,
a short crop of sandy hair, a very broad humorous mouth, a
turned-up
nose, and a great sleeved waistcoat of purple bars, with
mother-of-pearl
buttons, that seemed to be growing upon him, and to
be
in a fair way--if it were not pruned--of covering his head and
overunning
his boots.
"This
gentleman wants to know," said the landlord, "if anything's
seen
at the Poplars."
"'Ooded
woman with a howl," said Ikey, in a state of great
freshness.
"Do
you mean a cry?"
"I
mean a bird, sir."
"A
hooded woman with an owl. Dear me!
Did you ever see her?"
"I
seen the howl."
"Never
the woman?"
"Not
so plain as the howl, but they always keeps together."
"Has
anybody ever seen the woman as plainly as the owl?"
"Lord
bless you, sir! Lots."
"Who?"
"Lord
bless you, sir! Lots."
"The
general-dealer opposite, for instance, who is opening his
shop?"
"Perkins?
Bless you, Perkins wouldn't go a-nigh the place.
No!"
observed
the young man, with considerable feeling; "he an't
overwise,
an't Perkins, but he an't such a fool as THAT."
(Here,
the landlord murmured his confidence in Perkins's knowing
better.)
"Who
is--or who was--the hooded woman with the owl?
Do you know?"
"Well!"
said Ikey, holding up his cap with one hand while he
scratched
his head with the other, "they say, in general, that she
was
murdered, and the howl he 'ooted the while."
This
very concise summary of the facts was all I could learn, except
that
a young man, as hearty and likely a young man as ever I see,
had
been took with fits and held down in 'em, after seeing the
hooded
woman. Also, that a personage,
dimly described as "a hold
chap,
a sort of one-eyed tramp, answering to the name of Joby,
unless
you challenged him as Greenwood, and then he said, 'Why not?
and
even if so, mind your own business,'" had encountered the hooded
woman,
a matter of five or six times. But,
I was not materially
assisted
by these witnesses: inasmuch as the
first was in
California,
and the last was, as Ikey said (and he was confirmed by
the
landlord), Anywheres.
Now,
although I regard with a hushed and solemn fear, the mysteries,
between
which and this state of existence is interposed the barrier
of
the great trial and change that fall on all the things that live;
and
although I have not the audacity to pretend that I know anything
of
them; I can no more reconcile the mere banging of doors, ringing
of
bells, creaking of boards, and such-like insignificances, with
the
majestic beauty and pervading analogy of all the Divine rules
that
I am permitted to understand, than I had been able, a little
while
before, to yoke the spiritual intercourse of my fellow-
traveller
to the chariot of the rising sun. Moreover,
I had lived
in
two haunted houses--both abroad. In
one of these, an old Italian
palace,
which bore the reputation of being very badly haunted
indeed,
and which had recently been twice abandoned on that account,
I
lived eight months, most tranquilly and pleasantly:
notwithstanding
that the house had a score of mysterious bedrooms,
which
were never used, and possessed, in one large room in which I
sat
reading, times out of number at all hours, and next to which I
slept,
a haunted chamber of the first pretensions.
I gently hinted
these
considerations to the landlord. And
as to this particular
house
having a bad name, I reasoned with him, Why, how many things
had
bad names undeservedly, and how easy it was to give bad names,
and
did he not think that if he and I were persistently to whisper
in
the village that any weird-looking old drunken tinker of the
neighbourhood
had sold himself to the Devil, he would come in time
to
be suspected of that commercial venture! All
this wise talk was
perfectly
ineffective with the landlord, I am bound to confess, and
was
as dead a failure as ever I made in my life.
To
cut this part of the story short, I was piqued about the haunted
house,
and was already half resolved to take it. So,
after
breakfast,
I got the keys from Perkins's brother-in-law (a whip and
harness
maker, who keeps the Post Office, and is under submission to
a
most rigorous wife of the Doubly Seceding Little Emmanuel
persuasion),
and went up to the house, attended by my landlord and
by
Ikey.
Within,
I found it, as I had expected, transcendently dismal. The
slowly
changing shadows waved on it from the heavy trees, were
doleful
in the last degree; the house was ill-placed, ill-built,
ill-planned,
and ill-fitted. It was damp, it was
not free from dry
rot,
there was a flavour of rats in it, and it was the gloomy victim
of
that indescribable decay which settles on all the work of man's
hands
whenever it's not turned to man's account.
The kitchens and
offices
were too large, and too remote from each other. Above
stairs
and below, waste tracts of passage intervened between patches
of
fertility represented by rooms; and there was a mouldy old well
with
a green growth upon it, hiding like a murderous trap, near the
bottom
of the back-stairs, under the double row of bells. One of
these
bells was labelled, on a black ground in faded white letters,
MASTER
B. This, they told me, was the bell
that rang the most.
"Who
was Master B.?" I asked. "Is
it known what he did while the
owl
hooted?"
"Rang
the bell," said Ikey.
I
was rather struck by the prompt dexterity with which this young
man
pitched his fur cap at the bell, and rang it himself. It was a
loud,
unpleasant bell, and made a very disagreeable sound. The
other
bells were inscribed according to the names of the rooms to
which
their wires were conducted: as
"Picture Room," "Double Room,"
"Clock
Room," and the like. Following
Master B.'s bell to its
source
I found that young gentleman to have had but indifferent
third-class
accommodation in a triangular cabin under the cock-loft,
with
a corner fireplace which Master B. must have been exceedingly
small
if he were ever able to warm himself at, and a corner chimney-
piece
like a pyramidal staircase to the ceiling for Tom Thumb.
The
papering
of one side of the room had dropped down bodily, with
fragments
of plaster adhering to it, and almost blocked up the door.
It
appeared that Master B., in his spiritual condition, always made
a
point of pulling the paper down. Neither
the landlord nor Ikey
could
suggest why he made such a fool of himself.
Except
that the house had an immensely large rambling loft at top, I
made
no other discoveries. It was
moderately well furnished, but
sparely.
Some of the furniture--say, a third--was as old as the
house;
the rest was of various periods within the last half-century.
I
was referred to a corn-chandler in the market-place of the county
town
to treat for the house. I went that
day, and I took it for six
months.
It
was just the middle of October when I moved in with my maiden
sister
(I venture to call her eight-and-thirty, she is so very
handsome,
sensible, and engaging). We took
with us, a deaf stable-
man,
my bloodhound Turk, two women servants, and a young person
called
an Odd Girl. I have reason to
record of the attendant last
enumerated,
who was one of the Saint Lawrence's Union Female
Orphans,
that she was a fatal mistake and a disastrous engagement.
The
year was dying early, the leaves were falling fast, it was a raw
cold
day when we took possession, and the gloom of the house was
most
depressing. The cook (an amiable
woman, but of a weak turn of
intellect)
burst into tears on beholding the kitchen, and requested
that
her silver watch might be delivered over to her sister (2
Tuppintock's
Gardens, Liggs's Walk, Clapham Rise), in the event of
anything
happening to her from the damp. Streaker,
the housemaid,
feigned
cheerfulness, but was the greater martyr. The
Odd Girl, who
had
never been in the country, alone was pleased, and made
arrangements
for sowing an acorn in the garden outside the scullery
window,
and rearing an oak.
We
went, before dark, through all the natural--as opposed to
supernatural--miseries
incidental to our state. Dispiriting
reports
ascended
(like the smoke) from the basement in volumes, and
descended
from the upper rooms. There was no
rolling-pin, there was
no
salamander (which failed to surprise me, for I don't know what it
is),
there was nothing in the house, what there was, was broken, the
last
people must have lived like pigs, what could the meaning of the
landlord
be? Through these distresses, the
Odd Girl was cheerful
and
exemplary. But within four hours
after dark we had got into a
supernatural
groove, and the Odd Girl had seen "Eyes," and was in
hysterics.
My
sister and I had agreed to keep the haunting strictly to
ourselves,
and my impression was, and still is, that I had not left
Ikey,
when he helped to unload the cart, alone with the women, or
any
one of them, for one minute. Nevertheless,
as I say, the Odd
Girl
had "seen Eyes" (no other explanation could ever be drawn from
her),
before nine, and by ten o'clock had had as much vinegar
applied
to her as would pickle a handsome salmon.
I
leave a discerning public to judge of my feelings, when, under
these
untoward circumstances, at about half-past ten o'clock Master
B.'s
bell began to ring in a most infuriated manner, and Turk howled
until
the house resounded with his lamentations!
I
hope I may never again be in a state of mind so unchristian as the
mental
frame in which I lived for some weeks, respecting the memory
of
Master B. Whether his bell was rung
by rats, or mice, or bats,
or
wind, or what other accidental vibration, or sometimes by one
cause,
sometimes another, and sometimes by collusion, I don't know;
but,
certain it is, that it did ring two nights out of three, until
I
conceived the happy idea of twisting Master B.'s neck--in other
words,
breaking his bell short off--and silencing that young
gentleman,
as to my experience and belief, for ever.
But,
by that time, the Odd Girl had developed such improving powers
of
catalepsy, that she had become a shining example of that very
inconvenient
disorder. She would stiffen, like a
Guy Fawkes endowed
with
unreason, on the most irrelevant occasions.
I would address
the
servants in a lucid manner, pointing out to them that I had
painted
Master B.'s room and balked the paper, and taken Master B.'s
bell
away and balked the ringing, and if they could suppose that
that
confounded boy had lived and died, to clothe himself with no
better
behaviour than would most unquestionably have brought him and
the
sharpest particles of a birch-broom into close acquaintance in
the
present imperfect state of existence, could they also suppose a
mere
poor human being, such as I was, capable by those contemptible
means
of counteracting and limiting the powers of the disembodied
spirits
of the dead, or of any spirits?--I say I would become
emphatic
and cogent, not to say rather complacent, in such an
address,
when it would all go for nothing by reason of the Odd
Girl's
suddenly stiffening from the toes upward, and glaring among
us
like a parochial petrifaction.
Streaker,
the housemaid, too, had an attribute of a most
discomfiting
nature. I am unable to say whether
she was of an
usually
lymphatic temperament, or what else was the matter with her,
but
this young woman became a mere Distillery for the production of
the
largest and most transparent tears I ever met with. Combined
with
these characteristics, was a peculiar tenacity of hold in those
specimens,
so that they didn't fall, but hung upon her face and
nose.
In this condition, and mildly and deplorably shaking her
head,
her silence would throw me more heavily than the Admirable
Crichton
could have done in a verbal disputation for a purse of
money.
Cook, likewise, always covered me with confusion as with a
garment,
by neatly winding up the session with the protest that the
Ouse
was wearing her out, and by meekly repeating her last wishes
regarding
her silver watch.
As
to our nightly life, the contagion of suspicion and fear was
among
us, and there is no such contagion under the sky. Hooded
woman?
According to the accounts, we were in a perfect Convent of
hooded
women. Noises?
With that contagion downstairs, I myself
have
sat in the dismal parlour, listening, until I have heard so
many
and such strange noises, that they would have chilled my blood
if
I had not warmed it by dashing out to make discoveries. Try this
in
bed, in the dead of the night: try
this at your own comfortable
fire-side,
in the life of the night. You can
fill any house with
noises,
if you will, until you have a noise for every nerve in your
nervous
system.
I
repeat; the contagion of suspicion and fear was among us, and
there
is no such contagion under the sky. The
women (their noses in
a
chronic state of excoriation from smelling-salts) were always
primed
and loaded for a swoon, and ready to go off with hair-
triggers.
The two elder detached the Odd Girl on all expeditions
that
were considered doubly hazardous, and she always established
the
reputation of such adventures by coming back cataleptic.
If
Cook
or Streaker went overhead after dark, we knew we should
presently
hear a bump on the ceiling; and this took place so
constantly,
that it was as if a fighting man were engaged to go
about
the house, administering a touch of his art which I believe is
called
The Auctioneer, to every domestic he met with.
It
was in vain to do anything. It was
in vain to be frightened, for
the
moment in one's own person, by a real owl, and then to show the
owl.
It was in vain to discover, by striking an accidental discord
on
the piano, that Turk always howled at particular notes and
combinations.
It was in vain to be a Rhadamanthus with the bells,
and
if an unfortunate bell rang without leave, to have it down
inexorably
and silence it. It was in vain to
fire up chimneys, let
torches
down the well, charge furiously into suspected rooms and
recesses.
We changed servants, and it was no better.
The new set
ran
away, and a third set came, and it was no better. At last, our
comfortable
housekeeping got to be so disorganised and wretched,
that
I one night dejectedly said to my sister: "Patty,
I begin to
despair
of our getting people to go on with us here, and I think we
must
give this up."
My
sister, who is a woman of immense spirit, replied, "No, John,
don't
give it up. Don't be beaten, John.
There is another way."
"And
what is that?" said I.
"John,"
returned my sister, "if we are not to be driven out of this
house,
and that for no reason whatever, that is apparent to you or
me,
we must help ourselves and take the house wholly and solely into
our
own hands."
"But,
the servants," said I.
"Have
no servants," said my sister, boldly.
Like
most people in my grade of life, I had never thought of the
possibility
of going on without those faithful obstructions. The
notion
was so new to me when suggested, that I looked very doubtful.
"We
know they come here to be frightened and infect one another, and
we
know they are frightened and do infect one another," said my
sister.
"With
the exception of Bottles," I observed, in a meditative tone.
(The
deaf stable-man. I kept him in my
service, and still keep him,
as
a phenomenon of moroseness not to be matched in England.)
"To
be sure, John," assented my sister; "except Bottles.
And what
does
that go to prove? Bottles talks to
nobody, and hears nobody
unless
he is absolutely roared at, and what alarm has Bottles ever
given,
or taken! None."
This
was perfectly true; the individual in question having retired,
every
night at ten o'clock, to his bed over the coach-house, with no
other
company than a pitchfork and a pail of water.
That the pail
of
water would have been over me, and the pitchfork through me, if I
had
put myself without announcement in Bottles's way after that
minute,
I had deposited in my own mind as a fact worth remembering.
Neither
had Bottles ever taken the least notice of any of our many
uproars.
An imperturbable and speechless man, he had sat at his
supper,
with Streaker present in a swoon, and the Odd Girl marble,
and
had only put another potato in his cheek, or profited by the
general
misery to help himself to beefsteak pie.
"And
so," continued my sister, "I exempt Bottles.
And considering,
John,
that the house is too large, and perhaps too lonely, to be
kept
well in hand by Bottles, you, and me, I propose that we cast
about
among our friends for a certain selected number of the most
reliable
and willing--form a Society here for three months--wait
upon
ourselves and one another--live cheerfully and socially--and
see
what happens."
I
was so charmed with my sister, that I embraced her on the spot,
and
went into her plan with the greatest ardour.
We
were then in the third week of November; but, we took our
measures
so vigorously, and were so well seconded by the friends in
whom
we confided, that there was still a week of the month
unexpired,
when our party all came down together merrily, and
mustered
in the haunted house.
I
will mention, in this place, two small changes that I made while
my
sister and I were yet alone. It
occurring to me as not
improbable
that Turk howled in the house at night, partly because he
wanted
to get out of it, I stationed him in his kennel outside, but
unchained;
and I seriously warned the village that any man who came
in
his way must not expect to leave him without a rip in his own
throat.
I then casually asked Ikey if he were a judge of a gun?
On
his
saying, "Yes, sir, I knows a good gun when I sees her," I begged
the
favour of his stepping up to the house and looking at mine.
"SHE'S
a true one, sir," said Ikey, after inspecting a double-
barrelled
rifle that I bought in New York a few years ago. "No
mistake
about HER, sir."
"Ikey,"
said I, "don't mention it; I have seen something in this
house."
"No,
sir?" he whispered, greedily opening his eyes. "'Ooded lady,
sir?"
"Don't
be frightened," said I. "It
was a figure rather like you."
"Lord,
sir?"
"Ikey!"
said I, shaking hands with him warmly: I
may say
affectionately;
"if there is any truth in these ghost-stories, the
greatest
service I can do you, is, to fire at that figure. And I
promise
you, by Heaven and earth, I will do it with this gun if I
see
it again!"
The
young man thanked me, and took his leave with some little
precipitation,
after declining a glass of liquor. I
imparted my
secret
to him, because I had never quite forgotten his throwing his
cap
at the bell; because I had, on another occasion, noticed
something
very like a fur cap, lying not far from the bell, one
night
when it had burst out ringing; and because I had remarked that
we
were at our ghostliest whenever he came up in the evening to
comfort
the servants. Let me do Ikey no
injustice. He was afraid
of
the house, and believed in its being haunted; and yet he would
play
false on the haunting side, so surely as he got an opportunity.
The
Odd Girl's case was exactly similar. She
went about the house
in
a state of real terror, and yet lied monstrously and wilfully,
and
invented many of the alarms she spread, and made many of the
sounds
we heard. I had had my eye on the
two, and I know it. It is
not
necessary for me, here, to account for this preposterous state
of
mind; I content myself with remarking that it is familiarly known
to
every intelligent man who has had fair medical, legal, or other
watchful
experience; that it is as well established and as common a
state
of mind as any with which observers are acquainted; and that
it
is one of the first elements, above all others, rationally to be
suspected
in, and strictly looked for, and separated from, any
question
of this kind.
To
return to our party. The first
thing we did when we were all
assembled,
was, to draw lots for bedrooms. That
done, and every
bedroom,
and, indeed, the whole house, having been minutely examined
by
the whole body, we allotted the various household duties, as if
we
had been on a gipsy party, or a yachting party, or a hunting
party,
or were shipwrecked. I then
recounted the floating rumours
concerning
the hooded lady, the owl, and Master B.: with
others,
still
more filmy, which had floated about during our occupation,
relative
to some ridiculous old ghost of the female gender who went
up
and down, carrying the ghost of a round table; and also to an
impalpable
Jackass, whom nobody was ever able to catch.
Some of
these
ideas I really believe our people below had communicated to
one
another in some diseased way, without conveying them in words.
We
then gravely called one another to witness, that we were not
there
to be deceived, or to deceive--which we considered pretty much
the
same thing--and that, with a serious sense of responsibility, we
would
be strictly true to one another, and would strictly follow out
the
truth. The understanding was
established, that any one who
heard
unusual noises in the night, and who wished to trace them,
should
knock at my door; lastly, that on Twelfth Night, the last
night
of holy Christmas, all our individual experiences since that
then
present hour of our coming together in the haunted house,
should
be brought to light for the good of all; and that we would
hold
our peace on the subject till then, unless on some remarkable
provocation
to break silence.
We
were, in number and in character, as follows:
First--to
get my sister and myself out of the way--there were we
two.
In the drawing of lots, my sister drew her own room, and I
drew
Master B.'s. Next, there was our
first cousin John Herschel,
so
called after the great astronomer: than
whom I suppose a better
man
at a telescope does not breathe. With
him, was his wife: a
charming
creature to whom he had been married in the previous
spring.
I thought it (under the circumstances) rather imprudent to
bring
her, because there is no knowing what even a false alarm may
do
at such a time; but I suppose he knew his own business best, and
I
must say that if she had been MY wife, I never could have left her
endearing
and bright face behind. They drew
the Clock Room. Alfred
Starling,
an uncommonly agreeable young fellow of eight-and-twenty
for
whom I have the greatest liking, was in the Double Room; mine,
usually,
and designated by that name from having a dressing-room
within
it, with two large and cumbersome windows, which no wedges I
was
ever able to make, would keep from shaking, in any weather, wind
or
no wind. Alfred is a young fellow
who pretends to be "fast"
(another
word for loose, as I understand the term), but who is much
too
good and sensible for that nonsense, and who would have
distinguished
himself before now, if his father had not
unfortunately
left him a small independence of two hundred a year,
on
the strength of which his only occupation in life has been to
spend
six. I am in hopes, however, that
his Banker may break, or
that
he may enter into some speculation guaranteed to pay twenty per
cent.;
for, I am convinced that if he could only be ruined, his
fortune
is made. Belinda Bates, bosom
friend of my sister, and a
most
intellectual, amiable, and delightful girl, got the Picture
Room.
She has a fine genius for poetry, combined with real business
earnestness,
and "goes in"--to use an expression of Alfred's--for
Woman's
mission, Woman's rights, Woman's wrongs, and everything that
is
woman's with a capital W, or is not and ought to be, or is and
ought
not to be. "Most praiseworthy,
my dear, and Heaven prosper
you!"
I whispered to her on the first night of my taking leave of
her
at the Picture-Room door, "but don't overdo it. And in respect
of
the great necessity there is, my darling, for more employments
being
within the reach of Woman than our civilisation has as yet
assigned
to her, don't fly at the unfortunate men, even those men
who
are at first sight in your way, as if they were the natural
oppressors
of your sex; for, trust me, Belinda, they do sometimes
spend
their wages among wives and daughters, sisters, mothers,
aunts,
and grandmothers; and the play is, really, not ALL Wolf and
Red
Riding-Hood, but has other parts in it."
However, I digress.
Belinda,
as I have mentioned, occupied the Picture Room. We had but
three
other chambers: the Corner Room,
the Cupboard Room, and the
Garden
Room. My old friend, Jack Governor,
"slung his hammock," as
he
called it, in the Corner Room. I
have always regarded Jack as
the
finest-looking sailor that ever sailed. He
is gray now, but as
handsome
as he was a quarter of a century ago--nay, handsomer. A
portly,
cheery, well-built figure of a broad-shouldered man, with a
frank
smile, a brilliant dark eye, and a rich dark eyebrow. I
remember
those under darker hair, and they look all the better for
their
silver setting. He has been
wherever his Union namesake
flies,
has Jack, and I have met old shipmates of his, away in the
Mediterranean
and on the other side of the Atlantic, who have beamed
and
brightened at the casual mention of his name, and have cried,
"You
know Jack Governor? Then you know a
prince of men!" That he
is!
And so unmistakably a naval officer, that if you were to meet
him
coming out of an Esquimaux snow-hut in seal's skin, you would be
vaguely
persuaded he was in full naval uniform.
Jack
once had that bright clear eye of his on my sister; but, it
fell
out that he married another lady and took her to South America,
where
she died. This was a dozen years
ago or more. He brought
down
with him to our haunted house a little cask of salt beef; for,
he
is always convinced that all salt beef not of his own pickling,
is
mere carrion, and invariably, when he goes to London, packs a
piece
in his portmanteau. He had also
volunteered to bring with him
one
"Nat Beaver," an old comrade of his, captain of a merchantman.
Mr.
Beaver, with a thick-set wooden face and figure, and apparently
as
hard as a block all over, proved to be an intelligent man, with a
world
of watery experiences in him, and great practical knowledge.
At
times, there was a curious nervousness about him, apparently the
lingering
result of some old illness; but, it seldom lasted many
minutes.
He got the Cupboard Room, and lay there next to Mr.
Undery,
my friend and solicitor: who came
down, in an amateur
capacity,
"to go through with it," as he said, and who plays whist
better
than the whole Law List, from the red cover at the beginning
to
the red cover at the end.
I
never was happier in my life, and I believe it was the universal
feeling
among us. Jack Governor, always a
man of wonderful
resources,
was Chief Cook, and made some of the best dishes I ever
ate,
including unapproachable curries. My
sister was pastrycook and
confectioner.
Starling and I were Cook's Mate, turn and turn about,
and
on special occasions the chief cook "pressed" Mr. Beaver.
We
had
a great deal of out-door sport and exercise, but nothing was
neglected
within, and there was no ill-humour or misunderstanding
among
us, and our evenings were so delightful that we had at least
one
good reason for being reluctant to go to bed.
We
had a few night alarms in the beginning. On
the first night, I
was
knocked up by Jack with a most wonderful ship's lantern in his
hand,
like the gills of some monster of the deep, who informed me
that
he "was going aloft to the main truck," to have the weathercock
down.
It was a stormy night and I remonstrated; but Jack called my
attention
to its making a sound like a cry of despair, and said
somebody
would be "hailing a ghost" presently, if it wasn't done.
So,
up to the top of the house, where I could hardly stand for the
wind,
we went, accompanied by Mr. Beaver; and there Jack, lantern
and
all, with Mr. Beaver after him, swarmed up to the top of a
cupola,
some two dozen feet above the chimneys, and stood upon
nothing
particular, coolly knocking the weathercock off, until they
both
got into such good spirits with the wind and the height, that I
thought
they would never come down. Another
night, they turned out
again,
and had a chimney-cowl off. Another
night, they cut a
sobbing
and gulping water-pipe away. Another
night, they found out
something
else. On several occasions, they
both, in the coolest
manner,
simultaneously dropped out of their respective bedroom
windows,
hand over hand by their counterpanes, to "overhaul"
something
mysterious in the garden.
The
engagement among us was faithfully kept, and nobody revealed
anything.
All we knew was, if any one's room were haunted, no one
looked
the worse for it.
CHAPTER
II--THE GHOST IN MASTER B.'S ROOM
When
I established myself in the triangular garret which had gained
so
distinguished a reputation, my thoughts naturally turned to
Master
B. My speculations about him were
uneasy and manifold.
Whether
his Christian name was Benjamin, Bissextile (from his having
been
born in Leap Year), Bartholomew, or Bill. Whether
the initial
letter
belonged to his family name, and that was Baxter, Black,
Brown,
Barker, Buggins, Baker, or Bird. Whether
he was a foundling,
and
had been baptized B. Whether he was
a lion-hearted boy, and B.
was
short for Briton, or for Bull. Whether
he could possibly have
been
kith and kin to an illustrious lady who brightened my own
childhood,
and had come of the blood of the brilliant Mother Bunch?
With
these profitless meditations I tormented myself much. I also
carried
the mysterious letter into the appearance and pursuits of
the
deceased; wondering whether he dressed in Blue, wore Boots (he
couldn't
have been Bald), was a boy of Brains, liked Books, was good
at
Bowling, had any skill as a Boxer, even in his Buoyant Boyhood
Bathed
from a Bathing-machine at Bognor, Bangor, Bournemouth,
Brighton,
or Broadstairs, like a Bounding Billiard Ball?
So,
from the first, I was haunted by the letter B.
It
was not long before I remarked that I never by any hazard had a
dream
of Master B., or of anything belonging to him.
But, the
instant
I awoke from sleep, at whatever hour of the night, my
thoughts
took him up, and roamed away, trying to attach his initial
letter
to something that would fit it and keep it quiet.
For
six nights, I had been worried this in Master B.'s room, when I
began
to perceive that things were going wrong.
The
first appearance that presented itself was early in the morning
when
it was but just daylight and no more. I
was standing shaving
at
my glass, when I suddenly discovered, to my consternation and
amazement,
that I was shaving--not myself--I am fifty--but a boy.
Apparently
Master B.!
I
trembled and looked over my shoulder; nothing there. I looked
again
in the glass, and distinctly saw the features and expression
of
a boy, who was shaving, not to get rid of a beard, but to get
one.
Extremely troubled in my mind, I took a few turns in the room,
and
went back to the looking-glass, resolved to steady my hand and
complete
the operation in which I had been disturbed.
Opening my
eyes,
which I had shut while recovering my firmness, I now met in
the
glass, looking straight at me, the eyes of a young man of four
or
five and twenty. Terrified by this
new ghost, I closed my eyes,
and
made a strong effort to recover myself. Opening
them again, I
saw,
shaving his cheek in the glass, my father, who has long been
dead.
Nay, I even saw my grandfather too, whom I never did see in
my
life.
Although
naturally much affected by these remarkable visitations, I
determined
to keep my secret, until the time agreed upon for the
present
general disclosure. Agitated by a
multitude of curious
thoughts,
I retired to my room, that night, prepared to encounter
some
new experience of a spectral character. Nor
was my preparation
needless,
for, waking from an uneasy sleep at exactly two o'clock in
the
morning, what were my feelings to find that I was sharing my bed
with
the skeleton of Master B.!
I
sprang up, and the skeleton sprang up also.
I then heard a
plaintive
voice saying, "Where am I? What
is become of me?" and,
looking
hard in that direction, perceived the ghost of Master B.
The
young spectre was dressed in an obsolete fashion: or rather,
was
not so much dressed as put into a case of inferior pepper-and-
salt
cloth, made horrible by means of shining buttons. I observed
that
these buttons went, in a double row, over each shoulder of the
young
ghost, and appeared to descend his back. He
wore a frill
round
his neck. His right hand (which I
distinctly noticed to be
inky)
was laid upon his stomach; connecting this action with some
feeble
pimples on his countenance, and his general air of nausea, I
concluded
this ghost to be the ghost of a boy who had habitually
taken
a great deal too much medicine.
"Where
am I?" said the little spectre, in a pathetic voice.
"And
why
was I born in the Calomel days, and why did I have all that
Calomel
given me?"
I
replied, with sincere earnestness, that upon my soul I couldn't
tell
him.
"Where
is my little sister," said the ghost, "and where my angelic
little
wife, and where is the boy I went to school with?"
I
entreated the phantom to be comforted, and above all things to
take
heart respecting the loss of the boy he went to school with.
I
represented
to him that probably that boy never did, within human
experience,
come out well, when discovered. I
urged that I myself
had,
in later life, turned up several boys whom I went to school
with,
and none of them had at all answered. I
expressed my humble
belief
that that boy never did answer. I
represented that he was a
mythic
character, a delusion, and a snare. I
recounted how, the
last
time I found him, I found him at a dinner party behind a wall
of
white cravat, with an inconclusive opinion on every possible
subject,
and a power of silent boredom absolutely Titanic. I
related
how, on the strength of our having been together at "Old
Doylance's,"
he had asked himself to breakfast with me (a social
offence
of the largest magnitude); how, fanning my weak embers of
belief
in Doylance's boys, I had let him in; and how, he had proved
to
be a fearful wanderer about the earth, pursuing the race of Adam
with
inexplicable notions concerning the currency, and with a
proposition
that the Bank of England should, on pain of being
abolished,
instantly strike off and circulate, God knows how many
thousand
millions of ten-and-sixpenny notes.
The
ghost heard me in silence, and with a fixed stare. "Barber!" it
apostrophised
me when I had finished.
"Barber?"
I repeated--for I am not of that profession.
"Condemned,"
said the ghost, "to shave a constant change of
customers--now,
me--now, a young man--now, thyself as thou art--now,
thy
father--now, thy grandfather; condemned, too, to lie down with a
skeleton
every night, and to rise with it every morning--"
(I
shuddered on hearing this dismal announcement.)
"Barber!
Pursue me!"
I
had felt, even before the words were uttered, that I was under a
spell
to pursue the phantom. I
immediately did so, and was in
Master
B.'s room no longer.
Most
people know what long and fatiguing night journeys had been
forced
upon the witches who used to confess, and who, no doubt, told
the
exact truth--particularly as they were always assisted with
leading
questions, and the Torture was always ready.
I asseverate
that,
during my occupation of Master B.'s room, I was taken by the
ghost
that haunted it, on expeditions fully as long and wild as any
of
those. Assuredly, I was presented
to no shabby old man with a
goat's
horns and tail (something between Pan and an old clothesman),
holding
conventional receptions, as stupid as those of real life and
less
decent; but, I came upon other things which appeared to me to
have
more meaning.
Confident
that I speak the truth and shall be believed, I declare
without
hesitation that I followed the ghost, in the first instance
on
a broom-stick, and afterwards on a rocking-horse. The very smell
of
the animal's paint--especially when I brought it out, by making
him
warm--I am ready to swear to. I
followed the ghost, afterwards,
in
a hackney coach; an institution with the peculiar smell of which,
the
present generation is unacquainted, but to which I am again
ready
to swear as a combination of stable, dog with the mange, and
very
old bellows. (In this, I appeal to
previous generations to
confirm
or refute me.) I pursued the
phantom, on a headless donkey:
at
least, upon a donkey who was so interested in the state of his
stomach
that his head was always down there, investigating it; on
ponies,
expressly born to kick up behind; on roundabouts and swings,
from
fairs; in the first cab--another forgotten institution where
the
fare regularly got into bed, and was tucked up with the driver.
Not
to trouble you with a detailed account of all my travels in
pursuit
of the ghost of Master B., which were longer and more
wonderful
than those of Sinbad the Sailor, I will confine myself to
one
experience from which you may judge of many.
I
was marvellously changed. I was
myself, yet not myself. I was
conscious
of something within me, which has been the same all
through
my life, and which I have always recognised under all its
phases
and varieties as never altering, and yet I was not the I who
had
gone to bed in Master B.'s room. I
had the smoothest of faces
and
the shortest of legs, and I had taken another creature like
myself,
also with the smoothest of faces and the shortest of legs,
behind
a door, and was confiding to him a proposition of the most
astounding
nature.
This
proposition was, that we should have a Seraglio.
The
other creature assented warmly. He
had no notion of
respectability,
neither had I. It was the custom of
the East, it
was
the way of the good Caliph Haroun Alraschid (let me have the
corrupted
name again for once, it is so scented with sweet
memories!),
the usage was highly laudable, and most worthy of
imitation.
"O, yes! Let us," said the other creature with a jump,
"have
a Seraglio."
It
was not because we entertained the faintest doubts of the
meritorious
character of the Oriental establishment we proposed to
import,
that we perceived it must be kept a secret from Miss
Griffin.
It was because we knew Miss Griffin to be bereft of human
sympathies,
and incapable of appreciating the greatness of the great
Haroun.
Mystery impenetrably shrouded from Miss Griffin then, let
us
entrust it to Miss Bule.
We
were ten in Miss Griffin's establishment by Hampstead Ponds;
eight
ladies and two gentlemen. Miss
Bule, whom I judge to have
attained
the ripe age of eight or nine, took the lead in society.
I
opened
the subject to her in the course of the day, and proposed
that
she should become the Favourite.
Miss
Bule, after struggling with the diffidence so natural to, and
charming
in, her adorable sex, expressed herself as flattered by the
idea,
but wished to know how it was proposed to provide for Miss
Pipson?
Miss Bule--who was understood to have vowed towards that
young
lady, a friendship, halves, and no secrets, until death, on
the
Church Service and Lessons complete in two volumes with case and
lock--Miss
Bule said she could not, as the friend of Pipson,
disguise
from herself, or me, that Pipson was not one of the common.
Now,
Miss Pipson, having curly hair and blue eyes (which was my idea
of
anything mortal and feminine that was called Fair), I promptly
replied
that I regarded Miss Pipson in the light of a Fair
Circassian.
"And
what then?" Miss Bule pensively asked.
I
replied that she must be inveigled by a Merchant, brought to me
veiled,
and purchased as a slave.
[The
other creature had already fallen into the second male place in
the
State, and was set apart for Grand Vizier.
He afterwards
resisted
this disposal of events, but had his hair pulled until he
yielded.]
"Shall
I not be jealous?" Miss Bule inquired, casting down her eyes.
"Zobeide,
no," I replied; "you will ever be the favourite Sultana;
the
first place in my heart, and on my throne, will be ever yours."
Miss
Bule, upon that assurance, consented to propound the idea to
her
seven beautiful companions. It
occurring to me, in the course
of
the same day, that we knew we could trust a grinning and good-
natured
soul called Tabby, who was the serving drudge of the house,
and
had no more figure than one of the beds, and upon whose face
there
was always more or less black-lead, I slipped into Miss Bule's
hand
after supper, a little note to that effect; dwelling on the
black-lead
as being in a manner deposited by the finger of
Providence,
pointing Tabby out for Mesrour, the celebrated chief of
the
Blacks of the Hareem.
There
were difficulties in the formation of the desired institution,
as
there are in all combinations. The
other creature showed himself
of
a low character, and, when defeated in aspiring to the throne,
pretended
to have conscientious scruples about prostrating himself
before
the Caliph; wouldn't call him Commander of the Faithful;
spoke
of him slightingly and inconsistently as a mere "chap;" said
he,
the other creature, "wouldn't play"--Play!--and was otherwise
coarse
and offensive. This meanness of
disposition was, however,
put
down by the general indignation of an united Seraglio, and I
became
blessed in the smiles of eight of the fairest of the
daughters
of men.
The
smiles could only be bestowed when Miss Griffin was looking
another
way, and only then in a very wary manner, for there was a
legend
among the followers of the Prophet that she saw with a little
round
ornament in the middle of the pattern on the back of her
shawl.
But every day after dinner, for an hour, we were all
together,
and then the Favourite and the rest of the Royal Hareem
competed
who should most beguile the leisure of the Serene Haroun
reposing
from the cares of State--which were generally, as in most
affairs
of State, of an arithmetical character, the Commander of the
Faithful
being a fearful boggler at a sum.
On
these occasions, the devoted Mesrour, chief of the Blacks of the
Hareem,
was always in attendance (Miss Griffin usually ringing for
that
officer, at the same time, with great vehemence), but never
acquitted
himself in a manner worthy of his historical reputation.
In
the first place, his bringing a broom into the Divan of the
Caliph,
even when Haroun wore on his shoulders the red robe of anger
(Miss
Pipson's pelisse), though it might be got over for the moment,
was
never to be quite satisfactorily accounted for. In the second
place,
his breaking out into grinning exclamations of "Lork you
pretties!"
was neither Eastern nor respectful. In
the third place,
when
specially instructed to say "Bismillah!" he always said
"Hallelujah!"
This officer, unlike his class, was too good-humoured
altogether,
kept his mouth open far too wide, expressed approbation
to
an incongruous extent, and even once--it was on the occasion of
the
purchase of the Fair Circassian for five hundred thousand purses
of
gold, and cheap, too--embraced the Slave, the Favourite, and the
Caliph,
all round. (Parenthetically let me
say God bless Mesrour,
and
may there have been sons and daughters on that tender bosom,
softening
many a hard day since!)
Miss
Griffin was a model of propriety, and I am at a loss to imagine
what
the feelings of the virtuous woman would have been, if she had
known,
when she paraded us down the Hampstead Road two and two, that
she
was walking with a stately step at the head of Polygamy and
Mahomedanism.
I believe that a mysterious and terrible joy with
which
the contemplation of Miss Griffin, in this unconscious state,
inspired
us, and a grim sense prevalent among us that there was a
dreadful
power in our knowledge of what Miss Griffin (who knew all
things
that could be learnt out of book) didn't know, were the main-
spring
of the preservation of our secret. It
was wonderfully kept,
but
was once upon the verge of self-betrayal. The
danger and escape
occurred
upon a Sunday. We were all ten
ranged in a conspicuous
part
of the gallery at church, with Miss Griffin at our head--as we
were
every Sunday--advertising the establishment in an unsecular
sort
of way--when the description of Solomon in his domestic glory
happened
to be read. The moment that monarch
was thus referred to,
conscience
whispered me, "Thou, too, Haroun!"
The officiating
minister
had a cast in his eye, and it assisted conscience by giving
him
the appearance of reading personally at me.
A crimson blush,
attended
by a fearful perspiration, suffused my features. The Grand
Vizier
became more dead than alive, and the whole Seraglio reddened
as
if the sunset of Bagdad shone direct upon their lovely faces.
At
this
portentous time the awful Griffin rose, and balefully surveyed
the
children of Islam. My own
impression was, that Church and State
had
entered into a conspiracy with Miss Griffin to expose us, and
that
we should all be put into white sheets, and exhibited in the
centre
aisle. But, so Westerly--if I may
be allowed the expression
as
opposite to Eastern associations--was Miss Griffin's sense of
rectitude,
that she merely suspected Apples, and we were saved.
I
have called the Seraglio, united. Upon
the question, solely,
whether
the Commander of the Faithful durst exercise a right of
kissing
in that sanctuary of the palace, were its peerless inmates
divided.
Zobeide asserted a counter-right in the Favourite to
scratch,
and the fair Circassian put her face, for refuge, into a
green
baize bag, originally designed for books. On
the other hand,
a
young antelope of transcendent beauty from the fruitful plains of
Camden
Town (whence she had been brought, by traders, in the half-
yearly
caravan that crossed the intermediate desert after the
holidays),
held more liberal opinions, but stipulated for limiting
the
benefit of them to that dog, and son of a dog, the Grand Vizier-
-who
had no rights, and was not in question. At
length, the
difficulty
was compromised by the installation of a very youthful
slave
as Deputy. She, raised upon a
stool, officially received upon
her
cheeks the salutes intended by the gracious Haroun for other
Sultanas,
and was privately rewarded from the coffers of the Ladies
of
the Hareem.
And
now it was, at the full height of enjoyment of my bliss, that I
became
heavily troubled. I began to think
of my mother, and what
she
would say to my taking home at Midsummer eight of the most
beautiful
of the daughters of men, but all unexpected.
I thought of
the
number of beds we made up at our house, of my father's income,
and
of the baker, and my despondency redoubled.
The Seraglio and
malicious
Vizier, divining the cause of their Lord's unhappiness,
did
their utmost to augment it. They
professed unbounded fidelity,
and
declared that they would live and die with him. Reduced to the
utmost
wretchedness by these protestations of attachment, I lay
awake,
for hours at a time, ruminating on my frightful lot. In my
despair,
I think I might have taken an early opportunity of falling
on
my knees before Miss Griffin, avowing my resemblance to Solomon,
and
praying to be dealt with according to the outraged laws of my
country,
if an unthought-of means of escape had not opened before
me.
One
day, we were out walking, two and two--on which occasion the
Vizier
had his usual instructions to take note of the boy at the
turn-pike,
and if he profanely gazed (which he always did) at the
beauties
of the Hareem, to have him bowstrung in the course of the
night--and
it happened that our hearts were veiled in gloom. An
unaccountable
action on the part of the antelope had plunged the
State
into disgrace. That charmer, on the
representation that the
previous
day was her birthday, and that vast treasures had been sent
in
a hamper for its celebration (both baseless assertions), had
secretly
but most pressingly invited thirty-five neighbouring
princes
and princesses to a ball and supper: with
a special
stipulation
that they were "not to be fetched till twelve."
This
wandering
of the antelope's fancy, led to the surprising arrival at
Miss
Griffin's door, in divers equipages and under various escorts,
of
a great company in full dress, who were deposited on the top step
in
a flush of high expectancy, and who were dismissed in tears.
At
the
beginning of the double knocks attendant on these ceremonies,
the
antelope had retired to a back attic, and bolted herself in; and
at
every new arrival, Miss Griffin had gone so much more and more
distracted,
that at last she had been seen to tear her front.
Ultimate
capitulation on the part of the offender, had been followed
by
solitude in the linen-closet, bread and water and a lecture to
all,
of vindictive length, in which Miss Griffin had used
expressions:
Firstly, "I believe you all of you knew of it;"
Secondly,
"Every one of you is as wicked as another;" Thirdly, "A
pack
of little wretches."
Under
these circumstances, we were walking drearily along; and I
especially,
with my. Moosulmaun
responsibilities heavy on me, was
in
a very low state of mind; when a strange man accosted Miss
Griffin,
and, after walking on at her side for a little while and
talking
with her, looked at me. Supposing
him to be a minion of the
law,
and that my hour was come, I instantly ran away, with the
general
purpose of making for Egypt.
The
whole Seraglio cried out, when they saw me making off as fast as
my
legs would carry me (I had an impression that the first turning
on
the left, and round by the public-house, would be the shortest
way
to the Pyramids), Miss Griffin screamed after me, the faithless
Vizier
ran after me, and the boy at the turnpike dodged me into a
corner,
like a sheep, and cut me off. Nobody
scolded me when I was
taken
and brought back; Miss Griffin only said, with a stunning
gentleness,
This was very curious! Why had I
run away when the
gentleman
looked at me?
If
I had had any breath to answer with, I dare say I should have
made
no answer; having no breath, I certainly made none. Miss
Griffin
and the strange man took me between them, and walked me back
to
the palace in a sort of state; but not at all (as I couldn't help
feeling,
with astonishment) in culprit state.
When
we got there, we went into a room by ourselves, and Miss
Griffin
called in to her assistance, Mesrour, chief of the dusky
guards
of the Hareem. Mesrour, on being
whispered to, began to shed
tears.
"Bless you, my precious!" said that officer, turning to me;
"your
Pa's took bitter bad!"
I
asked, with a fluttered heart, "Is he very ill?"
"Lord
temper the wind to you, my lamb!" said the good Mesrour,
kneeling
down, that I might have a comforting shoulder for my head
to
rest on, "your Pa's dead!"
Haroun
Alraschid took to flight at the words; the Seraglio vanished;
from
that moment, I never again saw one of the eight of the fairest
of
the daughters of men.
I
was taken home, and there was Debt at home as well as Death, and
we
had a sale there. My own little bed
was so superciliously looked
upon
by a Power unknown to me, hazily called "The Trade," that a
brass
coal-scuttle, a roasting-jack, and a birdcage, were obliged to
be
put into it to make a Lot of it, and then it went for a song.
So
I
heard mentioned, and I wondered what song, and thought what a
dismal
song it must have been to sing!
Then,
I was sent to a great, cold, bare, school of big boys; where
everything
to eat and wear was thick and clumpy, without being
enough;
where everybody, largo and small, was cruel; where the boys
knew
all about the sale, before I got there, and asked me what I had
fetched,
and who had bought me, and hooted at me, "Going, going,
gone!"
I never whispered in that wretched place that I had been
Haroun,
or had had a Seraglio: for, I knew
that if I mentioned my
reverses,
I should be so worried, that I should have to drown myself
in
the muddy pond near the playground, which looked like the beer.
Ah
me, ah me! No other ghost has
haunted the boy's room, my
friends,
since I have occupied it, than the ghost of my own
childhood,
the ghost of my own innocence, the ghost of my own airy
belief.
Many a time have I pursued the phantom:
never with this
man's
stride of mine to come up with it, never with these man's
hands
of mine to touch it, never more to this man's heart of mine to
hold
it in its purity. And here you see
me working out, as
cheerfully
and thankfully as I may, my doom of shaving in the glass
a
constant change of customers, and of lying down and rising up with
the
skeleton allotted to me for my mortal companion.